Erev Yom Kippur / 20 / September 2007
Dear All,
I had one of the most astonishing and fascinating conversations of my life over Rosh Hashanah. It was about killing two goats, and I wanted briefly to share it with you ahead of Yom Kippur and Succot.
I spent Rosh Hashanah at the Isabella Freedman Jewish Retreat Center, and – after visiting the goats there – I sat down with Aitan Mizrahi, Freedman’s very own goatherd and the founder of the Adva Goat Dairy and Rachel Gaul, another goatherd friend of Aitan’s. This Yom Kippur will be exactly a month since I posted a piece on The Jew & The Carrot, titled Schechting a goat at the Hazon Food Conference? The conference will be at Freedman, and the key part of the conversation went roughly as follows:
-You know, of course, that if you want to schecht two goats at the Food Conference [in early December], you’ll have to pay to feed them from October till December.
-Why?
-Well, because otherwise they’ll be killed in October – that’s when bucks [male goats] get slaughtered.
-Why’s that?
-Well, goats give birth in the spring. The kids in due course give milk, so they live for a good number of years; but the bucks have no use, so they’re fed during the summer, when food is abundant, and then typically they’re killed in October, ahead of the winter.
-That’s unbelievable! That’s just incredible! You’re telling me that if we schecht two goats at the food conference, we’ll actually be extending their lives by two months – because otherwise they’d be killed in October?
-Yeah, Nige. You know – “no dairy without death.”
-NO DAIRY WITHOUT DEATH??!!
It was a pretty amazing conversation. What’s true of goats seems to be true, on a far larger scale, with cows. The dairy cows are bred for their milk; but the bulls are mostly of no use, and get killed for meat. Many things about large-scale dairy and meat “production” in this country seem extremely problematical – from many different perspectives – but this one little conversation was a real eye-opener for me.
And did you ever think, by the way, about the fact that Pesach and Succot are exactly six months apart – they’re both on the full moon – they’re both seven days long – but on Pesach, biblically, they killed a single paschal lamb; and on Succot there’s this enormous series of sacrifices of bulls – ie male cows?
So… the conversation we’ve begun about these goats is a serious one. Just as Hazon has done a lot of work in the last three years to get Jewish people thinking about where their vegetables come from – via Tuv Ha’Aretz, our CSA program – so too the intention of my post about the goats was to get us thinking about where our meat comes from. Richard Dale has pointed out that our goats are, in a sense, Schrodinger’s Goats, an image that of course I think most apposite. Like Schrodinger’s famous Cat, the Goats of our Food Conference live existentially in a liminal space, ahead of the decision as to whether or when they will be schechted.
So as you sit in shul over Yom Kippur, and read about the high priest, and the holy of holies, and the scapegoat, spare a thought for the goats – and lambs, and cows, and chickens – that surround us, invisibly, today. Teshuvah at heart is about returning to our best selves. I know very few people – and I am certainly not one – who feel able to say that they always eat ethically or appropriately. Our food choices are rich and complex, and we have been so disconnected to the sources of our food, for so long, that it takes a little while to start to think clearly and freshly about where our food really does come from. As you sit in shul, fasting, reading about the goat of Azazel, think too about Schrodinger’s Goats – and Eitan’s, and Rachel’s – and feel free to discuss them with your friends and family…
I wish you a good and easy fast.
And if you want to come see Aitan’s goats for yourselves – and have an amazing time – you’re warmly invited to Succahfest at Isabella Freedman. It’s from Wednesday to Sunday next week, and there are still some places available.
I’ve put this email up on the Jew & the Carrot, so if you want to comment, on this, or forward it to your friends, feel free to do so. I want to make clear that I do not feel that I’m an expert on any of these topics, by any means. I am not, and I’m steadily learning about these issues. Hazon is working to create a healthier and more sustainable Jewish community, and a healthier and more sustainable world for all, and we see this evolving conversation as a small but significant part of that.
Gmar chatima tova, Enormous thanks to the huge number of you who have supported Hazon this year – we really appreciate it. I don’t think one can really apologise to people via mass email, but especially if you emailed me in the last year and I didn’t reply, I really apologize. I mean to do better in 5768.
With all best wishes, shana tova, shabbat shalom,
Nigel
PS For two other interesting pieces on goats, here’s Steve Lipman’s piece in last week’s Jewish Week, and an earlier piece by Rabbi Jill Hammer: