Thoughts on becoming a shochet

Thanks to Andrew Kastner for this powerful guest post on his decision to train to be a shochet, a Jewish ritual slaughterer. It’s easy to talk in the abstract about getting in touch with one’s food, but significantly more difficult to actually take the responsibility of doing so into our own hands….

Earlier this year, I began training to be a shochet, a Jewish ritual slaughterer. As a rabbinical student who is passionate about culinary traditions, I felt that I was profoundly disconnected from the source of my food. Influenced by Maimondes’ dictum, which states, “Anyone who desires to eat meat must take the responsibility to procure it”, I felt that the challenge, though daunting, could help me relate to my food and the source of life in a more meaningful way.

After weeks of studying Jewish legal codes relating to schitah, the rabbi informed our small group that he would be bringing a few chickens to our next class. Later that week when we met, the rabbi opened the cardboard box holding three young birds.

The rabbi showed us the proper way to hold the bird and then asked me to be the first student to perform schitah. The encounter happened so quickly, a small incision was made, and then in my hands, I felt the life of the chicken depart. The intensity of the experience caused me to cry. At first I felt guilty; facing the responsibility of taking this creature’s life was a heavy weight to burden. But I believed that continuing to train as a shochet would be a model for me to do teshuvah, a return to the source of life and connect me to my food in a more meaningful way.

That night, still shaken, I prepared Shabbat dinner for my wife and me. I was apprehensive to eat this kosher chicken, which for the first time, I had brought to our table by my hands. Having signed up for a local CSA (community supported agriculture) earlier in the year, we decided to serve our bird with the greens and vegetables that we had pickup up from the farm the day before. To us, the meal seemed clean; the growers, procurers and consumers having been more closely connected than usual in this age of global commerce and industrialized food. I felt a deep sense of holiness eating this Shabbat meal and a heightened gratitude that I wanted to share with my community.

I believe that food is a means to help us cultivate a consciousness of the moment. As I continue my training as a rabbi and practice as a shochet, my goal is to bring people closer to what they eat, helping to frame their relationship with Jewish significance.

Andrew Kastner is a third year student at Yeshivat Chovevei Torah Rabbinical School.

10 Responses to “Thoughts on becoming a shochet”

  1. Rachel Says:

    Thank you, Andrew, for sharing this post (and thank you to JCarrot for publishing it.) I’m moved by your description of your response to your first experience performing schitah.

    I know that when we eat food from our CSA I feel strengthened in a sense of holy connection to the land where we live and the community we live in. I wish you that same blessing in your journey toward becoming a shochet (and a rabbi!)

  2. Adam Says:

    Thanks for your post. It’s holy work you’re doing: getting to the source, sanctifying food, cultivating gratitude.

  3. Tovah Says:

    Really enjoyed this post - Thanks.

  4. Judith Gottesman Says:

    Sorry, but as someone who believes it is our duty as Jews to protect all of God’s creatures which is why my vegetarianism is part of my kashrut, I find this whole article incredibly disturbing. It’s horrifying to me to see how people can justify and numb themselves to such senseless killing of innocent creatures, and even go as far as to deem them holy acts.

  5. Jonathan Bornstein Says:

    I am a member of Rav Weiss’s kehilah in Riverdale. I have been giving thought about learning shechita. How does a lay person go about it?

    JABornstein at Gmail dot com

  6. Avrum Shaprio Says:

    I really appreciate what you are learning , as so many Jewish people depend on Rabbonim for Shilot,(questions)that only Wisdom from our forefathers and G-D, has provided. The Gift of eating Meat was given to us By the Allmighty, for our use, ofcourse not to abuse but use the most Humane way possible with utmost care and thought. May HaShem Bless you and your Family.

  7. Jim Says:

    How old are you? All of the stories I’ve read of Shochets never mention when they began their training. How long does the training last? What is the youngest you have ever heard of someone beginning such training. Please contact me at dagan75@hotmail.com

  8. Julian Says:

    Andrew,

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts. It is all too easy to become detached from our food. I am 46 an can remember, as a boy, standing with my father Z”l as he koshered our meat and my grandmother Z”l as she explained that the fully formed egg inside the chicken was meaty and had to be “koshered” too.

    My children have seen none of these things since the London Beth Din require All meat to be koshered before sale. Reading about it in a book is not the same.

    One of my teachers, who was also a shochet told us that the day he didn’t feel affected by what he was doing he would stop performing shechitah.

  9. David Wharton Says:

    Andrew,
    I thank you for the sharing of your experience with us. As a follower of Jesus Christ, my respect for The Chosen People and the Traditions are most deep.
    I am endeavoring to begin a farming tradition, and am most respectful of the Kosher tradition. As this will be a small operation, I will more closely be able to manage the livestock selection and development.
    Your expression of your feelings after performance of this duty are greatly appreciated.
    May the God of Abraham richly bless you
    David

  10. Joel Says:

    I am a Jewish farmer in northern WI and would like to find a way to process my animals for kosher consumption. I, unlike the author of this piece, would like to find someone else to do the shchita. I think the Jewish community should be encouraging of more people to study to become shochets because I am unable to find anyone to assist me. I am also in agreement with the author that we are all too far removed from the raising and slaughtering of animals and the issues that are seen with poor quality meat and misstreatment of animals are most certainly affecting the kosher market as well as the non-kosher. If anyone reading this can help me find a way to help I would appriciate a reply joel@jjwservices.com

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